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AgoraphobiaTimes Square / Agoraphobia
I'm blinded by the lights. A coca-cola can the size of my body flashes overhead. Ten-foot-tall letters spell out the Nike slogan, the brainchild of a faceless PR employee. "Just do it." Suddenly, it is just wiped away, replaced by another slogan, this one yellow and red. "I'm lovin' it"
I'm not loving it. The putrid stench of traffic and smog. Every person smells different, but cologne does not mix well with exhaust fumes, so everyone carries around a disgusting mixture of sweat and Eau de voiture.
People are not meant to co-exist in this proximity. We are too close to each other. Jostled by every passer-by. It's impossible to stop walking. In fact, if you do somehow manage to break free of the mob mentality, you are peered at like some sort of endangered animal in a cage. People don't see you. You seem invisible, but not invulnerable. The crowd tries to walk through you.
Your shoulders are at war with everyone else. Your knees are pushed away by a lady pushi
Parenting for Sex AddictsThe half-day.
We are not those folks that need an occasion to try. And that’s what they call it, too. Trying. As if the very idea of it is taxing. It’s not taxing and we are not those people.
No. We do not go by some magical calendar. Schedules aren’t really our thing in general. That’d be too organized. Too stuffy. Too… I don’t know… too planned. And we’re not the type of people whom plan.
If we could—plan—our lives would be much different. I think. It’s hard to say because this is how we’ve always been.
Our very togetherness is a result of impulse. I’m almost certain that the amount of time it took us to decide to move in together was significantly shorter than the amount of time it took us to remember each other’s names. We might have had our first conversation moments after that first… what I mean to say is we didn’t plan. Because planning would have been much t
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